Thursday, July 30, 2009

My probelm

I have a problem both aku menerima sebagai as my bf i am not a playgurl but aku ani hmm buat pilihan yg terbaik utk ku ntahlah mun balasan tuhan i accept itlah hmm but dua2 lelaki yg i idamkan ntahlah aku pun inda tahu they are difference

first c a ani hmm terus terang kan mau jadi me ani gfnya but hmm ntah ah hmm mcm terburu2 then lepas ato i meet him up ia yain aku liat ia bertatoo i hate urg tatoo then he said ia ni panas baran n hmm so far i know ia ni pemajal then hmm ntahlah takut ku ia ni jenis pembual but so far oklah urgnya but just hmm ia ni hmm kuat peminum kuat lepak but aku msg him lah kata ku jgn peminum n jgn kuat lepak but ntahlah i not trust on him lagipun msa ato i buka email nya because kami tukar hp then aku reg ebuddy utknya tup2 kana txt oleh this gurl then hmm ntahlah inda tahulah apa drg punya hubungan then i said if ia mau skandal mana saja green light eh katanya inda me mau,me mau u saja i dont even trust on him walaupun ia bersumpah lilah kah ntahlah dah puas ku alami on this kind words enough to me tapi ntah ah napa ku masih melakat ia sampai ani aku pun inda tahu lol ada msa ato aku jrg msg ia aku ani try hatinya sampai ia msg i harap u bahagia sama lelaki lain sekali i balas aku bz buat kueh mur bah kanapakan ni pemajal hantap then he msg again i want to meet u then semana2 ia dtg keumah ku lol iatah ku malas ni sekali ku turun ku ckp lah aku bz ni buat kueh mur then katanya aku windu bahh salahkah hmm then lepas ato bah i jawaplah bah krg mlm ja jumpa then i tutup kereta kuat2 wawawawaw sasak ku taus tension ku tyme ku bz ia kacau paluiii sanak ku dah

then yg this guys ia ni jujur urgnya sembhyang penyanyang he is kindly person although ia inda berkerja but he tolong his father n then hobinya memancing walaupun background nya jahat i mean ia ambil drug n minum arak but now ia insaf dahh ia dah pernah alami d penjara i dont care ia ada penyakit sawan he have kids 4 tapi if my parents tahu hmm ntah ah aku never mention on this guy but the other guy aku mention it arah parents teruk kan aku tapi aku malas kan bawa drg jumpa my family is not my right tyme utk ku bawa biar tia lah malas ku ntahlah but i pray for this guy supaya dpt kaja heeheheheh but i love this guy also n the other guy ntahlah mcm aku ani main2kan ia lol but i do my best utk i choice sebelum bakal isteri walaupun drg lamar aku tahun dpn but i said tunggu tah 2012 i alum siap sedia semua ani aku inda mau kecewa on second tyme i want bahagia ke akhir hayat with son with my bakal hubby but ntahlah maybe aku salah choice or dugaan me but this guy yg ke b ani hmm dpt rawat luka ku dulu but hmmm it is hmm my jodoh or what i dont know but lyke i said i have to tawakal on it if ada jodoh adalah if nada nadalah yeah ngam 2 yg guy b said pun cato aku pun inda harap apa2 yg penting i bahagia he pun bahagia but i hope he dpt cari keraja as soon as possiblbe for me walaupun drg mcm mana aku terima tapi if perangai nya alum ubah so sorry i akan undur diri buat selama2nya malas ku kan terima to guy a hmm i think i want to leave him but dont know when lah fuhhhhhh

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